Old Old LoVe of Being in LoVe Poem

it's like i'v  loved you for a thousand years,        affiliating,          the embodiment,
if perfect unity ,of mind,heart ,body,and  spirit.      together and then apart
how i long to be intertwined in you                as our hearts beet as one

walk gently my sweetest love        for every step away bring us closer
to the end,,,the end                    of all the world as i care to see it.
the end.........

a taste of life     before this is over     and we start again    how many dreams will it take
to forget the way i feel     with you in my arms

how many times, most i release, your love    before it stops,  growing back again
Stronger ,wiser,       ready to share, all my power, and weakness,
all my heart ,mind,body and soul     with you as one
without expectation,  of you , even remembering my name

how deep this this thousand year old love goes  into our roots in this life
my reason  for this life................ is to find you,,,, together find a way to make everything all alright.

my dream is your happiness ,,,,so live you fantasy ,,,,find you own destiny .
i love you even if there is no part of me covering you
in warm ,,most,,and and genital adoration .our hot, soaking wet passion fill embraces.

you are the most inlighting muse to ever awaken my heart
i wish to know your mind as if its mine,
i wish to  bring on pouring, of you fluids, with one touch of your body
inside you sliding,the waves crashing over me.,,harder then iron
softer then silk ,strong like a mountain giving up its  power  to the sea
Tell me, if I caught you one day
and kissed the sole of your foot,
wouldn't you limp a little then,
afraid to crush my kiss?..

singing out peace         phil

 

 THING SET IN MOTION
Don't for get you create this life, I understand some times things start going and take on a life of there own.To stop thinking anyway is not how we were taut to think.Or were you?Some how I got taut that things where hard and i would never be enough.But here to say i am someone that helps the world be a better place.That should be all i need i my application,that is all need from you to know you is to try,try keep trying i will support you all through what ever you want to succeed at.(everything moral,in good spirit,to help the world as a hole).

If you want to understand that i dont have much value to you.Thats OK have value in something if you want to be a value?
I dont have anything but passion.
So now i can say, i forgive you for not needing me bad as you need someone else,no question! 

You willbeing is what matters the most.I want you happy
I'm so happy and fell so alive with love for life and my  pursuit  for success in all area's of life.

  Tell my your idea's you hold about how to treat me.Do you want to cause any pain to me?.
I dont think so our you would be reading this type of blog.

"I do know things grow" One way our another this is my growth though my insecurities.
I'm a little worried about how you think about me.I just want to be as real as i can,(and to right better).
  Soon I'm posting video on music,how to do  all kinds of things.Video's next week got help right here,THANK YOU for your support you all a blessing,that i never aloud myself to except intel now.
      Im here to say that every thing that has ever happened to me i have no blame on any other,all my feeling or my own and i choose what i think! should be, according to my conscious,"what i think,I'm suppose to think."You helped that but still I thank you,I needed everything to happened to be to get me where i am today."FEELING ALL THE LOVE THAT WAS EVER GIVEN TO ME.........THANK YOU ALL"
I fill thankful for every thought of me,or not thought.thank you,thank you...............................  

Where does you true intention lie? our you real?Do you want build things our use things up?How can you be real?what is real?????////
Is your breath real? can you  feel you heart bet faster and faster as breath gets deeper and deeper,so is that real?Does That makes thought real then by comparison?  I think its fact that  there made of the same energy.
Is  your thought of things be one way our another creating that in your life? YES!!
It common sence the rest lessons our much less imported .Im gonna leave the rest that for the book,or video its what matters to understand the most in life!You make thing with you mind true,you all know this already every time you intend some thing,and you get it.
So here we at the point why should i set something in motion that its not want to create.

Set your true intentions in motion.
St out for good and stay with we will all join you latter.

I got some mush to say about the same thing that you been hiring about.But im still pour just starting my adventure watch as i go from pour server starving artiest to very successful manager of every thing im good at,and support of everyone else's dreams to completion.For you to make it,that is the same as me having success.
 My heart and soul always bring me back to one place,my love,my true energy,and admiration for you.It feels like they are all same thought of peace, joy,and gratitude for all we have, will,ever share with each other our with others.There is nothing i do not forgive,please for give me.
Forgive me for my ignorance!!!!
it must of seem like arrogance!!
        singing out peace phil
 

Love like a river

I LoVe U .......a flowing stream

I Love You All So Much
With out you in my Life i would never have grown I'm saying."all of you!
"I learn something every minute i let you in

. Iv been hiding NOW for as long as i can remember. !!!!!
Hiding from my responsibility's, my loves,my entire life,my entire reason for life.
Im not preaching anything but the power of love and peace
.
I know my LoVer is gone and i LoVed here and still do and praise her for it.
I'm not feeling vandictive im happy for her and new LoVe ,
Dont get me rong it was'nt easy. I had to let go completely.
"Its hard for me to let go of anything",specially not the one woman iv loved....
with the most compassion then any of them before.
But know iv learned how my keep track of my thought
and not let them run off into despair
Im sure the pain will come back in flashes
but as long as remember my love for you
and that you are not going anywhere,
.Thanks for the time sharing. I just have a need to share.
So im gonna keep doing it know? and forever somewhere

.Please exuse my Ignorance.I know it seems like arrogance.
But really i can see the world coming around and getting brighter every day.
So that woman i loved doesn't want "so what"?
Iv got everything i need right here all the tools and reasorces
Love and support to do what i got to do.
Anywhere and any time i need it.
Keeping thoughts of safety and health wealth and LoVe can get us through anything.

and don't forget love the wonderful inspration of the Silva family and friends
of the all the social web sites.We are all in this together.
Thank you for being a part of this wonderful life.
It could of never been this good without you.
We all have grate gifts to give and when we all are open to reseave
the gift from others we can find unity and trust in our brothers and sisters.
Thank you for sharing you spirit with me.My spirit is always open to you

If i WAS in Love with You everything would be Ok

The path is clear and success is yours.
A sense of inner radiance is the source of this good news.
From a bright inner nature stem wondrous outer circumstances in your life
. The brightness lights up the night sky like a sacred flame.
Stay aware of your purpose.
You will make great strides toward your goals.
Take new actions.

singing out the joy of my fathers joy
and in the distant the echo cry's back to me
sweet echo you can hear my heart rejoice
thundering throw the sky's
this peace like a feather lies
covers me in gentle kisses
if i had known this compassion
to fulfill all your wishes
was my fathers true fashion
will you call back to me once more
iv emptied my heart to the floor
no need to worry for me again
my heart fills before i reach the door
my life is full of love you see
i cry out and you cry back to me

LoV U .....Like I LoV Life

thanks
my friend
feel the love,
like music flowing
from my heart to yours
pouring threw the mountains
of your body
flowing into the ocean
we all share
find open hearts
and minds to share.
and to build friendships
in unity for the good if mankind.


I have loved you
a thousand ways,
thousands of times
In life after life,
in age after age, forever
My spellbound heart has made
and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift
wear round your neck
in your many ways
In life after life
in age after age, forever.
Whenever I hear
old chronicles of love,
it's age old pain
It's ancient tale
of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on
into the past
in the end you emerge
baited in the light of a star
piercing the darkness of time.
You become an image
of what is remembered forever
You and I have floated
here on the stream
as part each other
At the heart of time,
love of one for another.
We have played along side
millions of lovers
Shared in the same
shy sweetness of meeting
the distressful tears of farewell
Old love but in shapes
that new and renew forever

LoV U ErnstLoV

Thinkfull for any kindness

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Life:

Explained

A boat docked in a tiny Mexican village. An American tourist complimented the Mexican fisherman on the quality of his fish and asked how long it took him to catch them.

"Not very long," answered the Mexican.

"But then, why didn't you stay out longer and catch more?" asked the American.

The Mexican explained that his small catch was sufficient to meet his needs and those of his family.

The American asked, "But what do you do with the rest of your time?"

"I sleep late, fish a little, play with my children, and take a siesta with my wife. In the evenings, I go into the village to see my friends, have a few drinks, play the guitar, and sing a few songs. I have a full life."

The American interrupted, "I have an MBA from Harvard and I can help you! You should start by fishing longer every day. You can then sell the extra fish you catch. With the extra revenue, you can buy a bigger boat."

"And after that?" asked the Mexican.

"With the extra money the larger boat will bring, you can buy a second one and a third one and so on until you have an entire fleet of trawlers. Instead of selling your fish to a middle man, you can then negotiate directly with the processing plants and maybe even open your own plant. You can then leave this little village and move to Mexico City, Los Angeles, or even New York City! From there you can direct your huge new enterprise."

"How long would that take?" asked the Mexican.

"Twenty, perhaps twenty-five years," replied the American.

"And after that?"

"Afterwards? Well my friend, that's when it gets really interesting," answered the American, laughing. "When your business gets really big, you can start buying and selling stocks and make millions!"

"Millions? Really? And after that?" asked the Mexican.

"After that you'll be able to retire, live in a tiny village near the coast, sleep late, play with your children, catch a few fish, take a siesta with your wife and spend your evenings drinking and enjoying your friends."

And the moral of this story is: ......... Know where you're going in life... you may already be there.

Thanks for sharing how ever rote this.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Lov im not what i look like I am not what i look like please remember underneath my ego armored shell of a man there still is a childlike innocence,..a pure essence of light inside of our deepest fear or faithful LoVe.Let me stay in touch with my love,my thoughts of love will help bring peace to All I get a chance to.Your innermost nature is free from blame,and is always spiritually worthy.Its time to be forgiven for all we think we have done wrong.And stand together as perfect Unity realizing our need for each other.I can see my need for US to come together. ."Together we can build anything" " if we build it they will come" I LoVe so much it takes my breath.away.Thank you for your inspiration to LoVe. To set my path to LoVe and LoVe thank you. For showing me my faith in LoVe.Our relating may struggle by not knowing what we are underneath the roles we play.I dare you to shed these roles and be unpretentious.AS we will all most be to connect with new LoVe.I hope your LoVe is deep,and innocent and makes feel like a child on christmas day.Im singing out peace phil

Thinkfull for any kindness

Giving up all my automatic thoughts of bloom and gloom.I am someone with a voice of reason, with a pure heart filled with LoVe for all things.So i find myself having the hardest time with LoVing myself.I want to adored for my LoVe.But i haven't Loved enough to prove my Heart is there.So that's what I'm doing here,I'm not a righter or a business man.I'M a LoVer.If put all my heart into growing up and doing the right thing will i then earn your LoVe.I hope that this helps your heart heal to see my pain that I'm trying to face with healing my LoVe for myself.
If not, "OK" we all have or path to take.
Your heart will take you anywhere your mind will let it.Don't be fooled by thinking you have it all figure out.
I'm just taking action to: get some security for my family,,,,,,,,,,,,find myself a family to LoVe me,,,,,,,Be the real me as real as i can get....
I'm not polling any punches on myself......Focused on making myself happy for real,"not just the high of peace that i get when I'm playing my music....ALL i really need is LoVe....can i have LoVe from the world without being a success story?No so I'm counting on making the best i can out of all i have.And i know its going to as Inspiring to you as you want it to be.
We are all in this cloud of believing what we see but there is always something we missed
in the creation of ourselves.I'm here to try and prove it to my self that you can be the bottom of the food chain and slow to act and not have any idea how you where going to make it.
And with faith in you own positive belief in your self you can become every thing and have every thing in life you ever thought you wanted.I'm also righting to make note of myself for future learning.
Thank for letting me feel your wonderful LoVe.To right this is to save my life from darkening into the abyss of my lonely heart.The LoVe i have today was not returned and might not ever.I don't seem to have a lot to offer her,If i was a success she would let here self be with me.But how can she respect me when it seems like i don't respect myself.
I think i could have money to go with my LoVe that could help.But then would it me the money she LoVes.It matter why she LoVes me.Or how she LoVes.What matters is if LoVe myself.HELP me? have the success we all deserve.I WILL HELP YOU DO ANYTHING
to get bye,or to make your way. Anything i can think of. Our any you think is best.



I'm going to go work on my web plan now.
I need you all to be my affiliates in life what better for you ,is better for me.
WE are in this together .
Going to work on some video,gonna hit record and go.


HERE IS SOMETHING POSITIVE TO THINK TO DAY:

This one hit home for me when i herd it:

In my mind's eye, I see the images of the person
I want to be and the life I want to have, radiating
out from my mind, influencing the world around me.
I remind myself that it is my images and thoughts that
create my experience of life. I see the people in my
life reflecting back, through their thoughts, words,
and deeds the positive images I have broadcast. I allow
myself to imagine the experience of a life where my hopes
and dreams about myself are a reality. I combine these
images with the feelings of joy and let them go, knowing
that they will create the good things I am visualizing
and thinking.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Healing my SELF defeating Thought's

JUST STARTING TO THINK I HAVE SOME THING WORTH SHARING.















I think i must me as real as i can get to get to my own understanding and grow and i hope we can grow together.
I say,what can i say,but that i must let go of my oldest self limiting behavior,
Of the feeling of not being needed!,"not even good enough to serve you.I have no
Money,intelligences,honer,wealth,health,or fame.I have non of that! what good am i to you?".
These self limiting thoughts and self centered behavior melted way with one email from Shane.
AS i realized how i felt about him and i felt about my father! I realized my place in this world is someone that is important to everyone's life"we all affect each others lives.
I have a lot of thing i should of done that i didnt do"i would love to do them now!"I feel needed and worth love it fills me up so full its burst out every word i say.Help me be the Man i am>Help me save the world>starting with us.
Im suddenly ambitious and feel the need to get a lot done.I v got a lot more going for me then i ever thought i did.Its not the problem its how u look at it and focus on it, how you relate to the problem. I though " I was never good at fast thinking" But really "i am good at com slow thought" so it how i was looking it myself that made me feel stupid.Im not as stupid as i look.Iv been trying to weed out negative viewpoints i have that don't cultivate harmony in my life,as soon as learned about them.But the credit to this grate lesson goes to Shane for teaching me to love myself.







These are a few of my personal favorite affirmations.

I now release all limiting beliefs that block the flow of my Divine inspiration.
I now release all limiting beliefs that block the flow of wealth, abundance and well being.
I now release all limiting beliefs that block the flow of my perfect health.

It is my intention to attract to me those people who are already looking for my products and services, who are financially capable, ready to get started, and willing to put forth the effort to create success.

I AM open to receiving.
I AM open to receiving Divine guidance and inspiration.
I AM open to receiving all that is mine by Divine right.
I AM open to receiving the Divine flow of wealth abundance and well being.

Many blessings for YOUR wealth, abundance and well being.

AFFIRMATIONS

I am open to receiving all that is mine by divine right, now flowing my way quickly, under grace and in miraculous ways. I look with wonder all of my abundance!

I am an eternal spiritual being having an abundant and prosperous human experience.

I choose to feel good, attracting into my life the manifestation of my desires.

I love all lessons that I am given and I am grateful for my experiences.

I am thankful for the abundance and prosperity in all aspects of my life as I easily manifest all that I desire.

All doors now open for happy surprises and the Divine Plan of my life is speeded up under grace.

I now attract to me quality, motivated people who make a positive decision to join me in my business endeavor immediately today.

Worrying is like saying little prayers for things you don’t want.

Money is energy and it is here to serve me. Having money allows me to serve others. I attract and magnetize to me all that I require and all that I desire under grace and in a perfect way.

I am thankful for the wealth and abundance we are able to create together for our mutual good.

I deny debt. There is no debt in divine mind, therefore, I owe no man anything. All obligations are now wiped out under grace and in a miraculous way.

I bless my checkbook and each check I write. I give thanks that the money going out is now coming back into my bank account tenfold. I give thanks that my bank account is filling up rapidly with money.

I give and receive love freely and generously as I am blessed with meaningful, lifelong relationships and cherished memories that bring me joy in happy times and strength and peace in difficult times.

I practice gratitude which lifts and inspires me as I recognize and appreciate all that empowers me to find and express true joy.

There is no fear in me. Prosperity is mine. God provides lavishly for me and all of humanity.

I AM OPEN TO RECEIVING.

You may also write your own Affirmations to inspire you and help you manifest your specific desires.

Have fun with it! SINGING OUT PEACE PHIL

Finding my TRUE self!!

Finding out all about myself,
"what i like and don't like to Do"

This Really about me teaching me things.
and you teaching me things.
and I know we when you open your heart to what I'm sharing,
YOU will grow somehow?
Even if its only growing a better understanding of me.

Please get to know me.I'm as real as i can get
Let me share my dream with you of unity
and peace without the need for conflicts of any kind.
There is a way and we will be safe forever.All of us!


LoVer has moved on!

Right now I'm trying to let my feeling go for a woman that i care about her no matter what she did or will ever do.She could do no wrong really. Every time i thought she came to my mind.There is nothing that could ever mack me turn my back to her.Unless thats what she wanted,that is what is wanted!She seem way better off with out me.Maybe ill get back to my self limiting behavior later.I am just trying to stay biy and happy thinking about all the good and not worrying about the future.That what thy say to do.I Found really grate to play some music and right.But still every time is feel i feel for her.I feel grate feeling all the love and feels of safety and security,Peace and gratitude,loyalty and honer,respect and counsel,LoV and support.Thank You All for All the support and inspiration to share rocky state.Knowing you are there even if take years to know me you will know me someday you all will.Back to thoughts of what we could be doing right now together.Im not going for the quick fix there.I want loVe for who i am,good and bad.for better or for worse.I guess she doesn't want that me. Thats OK i want her to have a grate life feelled with love and passion,and the thing she wants for herself.
That does not change the facts that i will aways be i love with her.Hopefully i can only remember the love not the brake up.